“My heartbeat accelerates. I am in the here, in the now. I am also in the future. I am holding her and wanting and knowing and hoping all at once. We are the ones who take this thing called music and line it up with this thing called time. We are the ticking, we are the pulsing, we are the underneath every part of this moment. And by making this moment our own, we are rendering it timeless. There is no audience. There are no instruments. There are only bodies and thoughts and murmurs and looks. It’s the concert rush to end all concert rushes, because this is what matters. When the heart races, this is what it’s racing toward.”—Nick & Norah’s Infinite Playlist (via black-wolves)
I think realizing, coping with, and accepting a situation then trying to find happiness or peace from it is one of the hardest things that a person must go through. I forget that I am not alone. There are bigger and better things out there than me and my problems.
I hate reflecting and regretting… I usually don’t. But, this, this one decision I made had so many repercussions that I think it was probably the biggest mistake I ever made. If I had one wish, it would be to rewind time, to reverse the hands on the clock so that I could go back and change things. But, then again, who doesn’t wish this?
“Don’t attach yourself to anyone who shows you the least bit of attention because you’re lonely. Loneliness is the human condition. No one is ever going to fill that space. The best you can do is know yourself… know what you want.”—White Oleander (via 1000suitcases)