Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together - Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell.
Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
nothing has ever impacted me more than leaving this place. i’ve had 18 years to spend time with my family and i feel like i’ve wasted every minute doing other things much less important. i owe them more than i’ll ever attain in a lifetime and a half. i’ve had 2 years to spend time with the person that taught me to love and taught me that loving someone is not wanting someone but wanting what’s best for them and now he will teach me what heartache and loss will feel like. my best friends whom i call my sisters, are the strongest, supportive people i know. they showed me what a friendship is supposed to be, not what people conceive one to be. you taught me to be true to myself when everyone wanted something different from me. i’ve never expected so much backbone from 3 people and given my trust to 3 people or felt this much dependence on 3 people